kwes'chen it

spilling my thoughts on virtual paper in order to share my feelings, thoughts, and experience with anyone and everyone willing to listen. i'm not asking for your attention, a reply, or your compassion.. just listen, read, and see how you can relate to people; to a complete stranger.
after all, we are similar in many ways.

I want to..

stroke your hair when it’s in the way. 
watch in amazement as you speak on the phone.
stare at you with a smile on.
hug you when you least expect it.
eat the rest of the food you don’t finish.
knock you down as soon as you get up.
watch you dress as you get ready for the day.
playfully grab a handful as soon as you get out of the shower.
pick on you when i kick your butt at video games.
treat you like a baby when you’re upset.
kiss you when people of importance are around.
sit and watch cartoons with you. 
hold your hands when they are full.
romantically pick you up and throw you into the ocean.
have an unexpected all-out nerf war.
sing offbeat in the car to annoy you. 
cuddle until my arm loses feeling.
walk the beach strand until one of us has to carry the other.
scare you as you walk around a corner.

whoever you may be, i guarantee i can put a smile on your face. 

We keep moving forward, opening new doors, and doing new things, because we’re curious and curiosity keeps leading us down new paths.

—Walt Disney. 


Last night, you and I locked eyes.
I didn’t know your name or your history.
All I wanted was to spend that moment with you.
With the overpowering music in the background,
all I could do was stare and smile. I was locked in.
Your genuine expressions of happiness and joy,
Caused my eye to keep away from shifting.
Different colored lights dancing through the air.
Irregular heart beats and breathing patterns.
I was forced to get close to you, I had to.
Staring into space as I had you between my legs,
Hugging and holding you ever so tightly.
I didn’t want to let go.
Helpful, a partner in crime..
Someone I can see as my future.

Will I see you again?